Monday, June 2, 2008

I believe it will get better in time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be ok

[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy
you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be ok

[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll
be fine without you
Yes I will

[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Dunno why, tp since Leona Lewis makes an appearance...ak slalu dpt rse yg lagu2 dia byk relate dgn pe yg jd pd diri ak skrg ni...klu mse first time dia kuar ngn single 'Bleeding Love' yg meletup around de world tu...i told myself, i'm gonna stick to that song, permanently...coz it seems like i don't even care what others think bout what i do (yes, i'm stubborn, n very selfish+self-centered)...if it makes me happy, i'll juz continue doing whatever i think is rite...even though it's the worst decision i ever did to myself...tp skrg ak rse i'll stick to 'Better in Time'...coz i think it really fits me well (mmm...life IS absurd, it's hard to even make a 'RIGHT' choice)...but, how do u know u're making the rite choice when there is so much possibilities in the outcome...mmm, what the hell am i rambling here...walau bagaimana pun, i'm positive...juz like a dear fren of mine told me last night..."erina, be positif...klu ko rse mslh ko bsr, de org yg de mslh lg bsr drpd ko...juz byk b'sbr n stop crying...ak akan slalu de utk temankn ko"....mmm, i find his words soothing n comforting...n rite before ak tdo mlm td, ak t'tnye2 adakah slame ni ak t'lalu taksub m'cari sesuatu yg ak sndr xtau pe...sdgkn pe yg ak cari tu de dkt je dgn ak sbnrnye (like, rite in front of my eyes), t'lmpau dkt smpi ak sndr x sdr akan kehadiran dia...mmm, tah la...life is full of adventures n mysteries yg smpi ble2 pn x akan de kesudahannye...unless we die, i think so...kat sini, ak attach lirik both 'Better in Time' n 'Bleeding Love'...juz to remind me what really happens...mybe i need a counseling.hehe

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away (dis is really, really true, 'they' really did try to pull me away)
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling (obviously!!)

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face (ckp mcm ni bila u're madly in love...mmm)
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe (maybe, it is true after all)

2 comments:

anak en. kadri said...

i also believe it will get better in time. yeah..anis boleh!

E F K said...

insyaAllah...hopefully it will get better