people always said that once you got married, you'll never be like those days masa masih hangat bercinta. keluar dating, tengok movie kat panggung wayang, such stuff. but i beg to differ. i even think that when we have a child in the future pun i still need some private time with my husband. some might say, kat rumah pun you dapat private time with your husband, isnt it? but the feeling is different. i think.
semalam kami puasa sunat hari isnin. he make me doing it. aku bukan tak nak puasa, tapi aku agak liat nak puasa. hoho. my husband is really patient when it comes to persuading me to fast. cuma isteri dia ni je yang malas. heh (-_-)" thank you dear sebab tahan dengan perangai i...hihi (^^,) lepas tu aku macam ada emotional breakdown sikit petang tu, entah kenapa, so i dont wanna eat at home. i just wanna get out from the house. just the two of us. dinner for two. that's it. oh, i lived with my in-laws at the moment. so thats the reason for insisting to have dinner outside. bukannya tak suka makan kat rumah mertua. cuma like i said, i want dinner for only the two of us. i want our privacy. tu je.
my husband is being more than kind by agreeing to my decision by breaking our fast outside. since he has some things need to be done at klcc, that's where we went last night. and just as i thought we're going straight back home after maghrib, he asked me whether we should watch a movie, and as always i said no for some particular reason, but he just drag me to TGV and we end up watching 'life as we know it'...we both love the movie. it was fun last night. a lot more fun coz we're doing it as a married couple. the feeling is definitely a blissful one. i do believe sesiapa yang belum berkahwin tak kan rasa indahnya bersama pasangan masing2 sehinggalah mereka dah diijabkabulkan. :) and the best part is, we still look so much like any other young unmarried couple. haha. some sort of compliment jugak la kiranya bila ada yang cakap macam tu. tapi baru sebulan kahwin boleh la cakap cmtu. kang dah kahwin setahun takde maknenye orang nak cakp cmtu lg. heh~~~
pernah ada terbaca 1 artikel di iluvislam.com tentang perkahwinan. kahwin cara melayu dan cara islam. i dont wanna put any comment on that. perkara sebegitu agak sensitif pada yang tidak berfikiran terbuka, i mean yang tak mahu berfikiran terbuka. we have choices in life. we choose our decision based on our own liking. and i'm not being judgemental whatsoever, dan saya kagum dengan sesetengah kita yang berani berkata tidak pada 'tradisi perkahwinan melayu'. good for you. tapi saya tak setabah itu. you need a tremendous support from everybody to make it works. tapi saya tak dapat sokongan seperti itu, sebab itu saya masih lagi mengadakan majlis perkahwinan tipikal. tapi saya juga bersyukur, being married is something that should be celebrated, maka tak ralat juga la buat majlis macam biasa-biasa. :)
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i ramble lots of stuff. my husband is not home yet. that is why. i miss him.
before knowing him, i always feel intimidated by his cool demeanour, but that is just merely the way he looks. i just thought that he is unfriendly by nature and his looks says it all. but he is not. he just dont like to smile unnecessarily. 
but sometimes he smiles weirdly just to annoy me
and being goofy is what he did best.
