pengantin demam

assalamualaikum :)

sah sudah bergelar isteri kepada en.suami. ada terkurang sana sini. tapi alhamdulillah segalanya dah selamat.

majlis belah perempuan, suami demam. majlis belah lelaki, isteri demam. memang padan la berdua ;p

anyhow, bersyukur pada semua yang terlibat membantu itu ini. dan sangat-sangat berterima kasih. terutamanya keluarga. terima kasih.



untuk suami tersayang;

Terima kasih Tuhan
Temukan aku si tulang rusuk yang hilang
Dengan tuan empunya
Hingga dinanti
Dua puluh lima tahun lamanya

Akhirnya bertemu
Menjadi satu

Kini
Susah dan senang bersama
Gelak dan tangis berdua

Pintaku cuma satu Tuhan
Kekalkanlah rasa cinta antara kami berdua

Pahit getir hidup mahu tetap berdua
Indah bahagia juga mahu tetap berdua

Restui hubungan yang kami bina
Lindungi kami dari malapetaka
Tak rela berpisah lagi
Kerana tak mungkin dapat pengganti

hoping and praying for the best

insyaAllah everything will turn out to be just fine this coming saturday...

some people might think i'm crazy if they know what i did few days before the solemnization, but i did it for the sake of finding the whole truth about my own feelings, whether i'm making the right decision, this time around, getting married.

and the verdict, i really am certain about my fiance, about being his wife in a few days time, about spending the rest of my life with him.

the preparation: makes me exhausted!!!
however, alhamdulillah got a sis yang ada kuasa kuda, she's been the one yg byk sgt tolong, byk sgt2, n very2 energetic...n in fact dia lantik diri dia sendiri jadi manager wedding aku, dia cakap mak jadi QC, abah jadi big boss...hahaha...n she kept on and on telling me not to feel so stressed up. she even forbid me to nag about almost anything (coz it juz makes me so easily frustrated during this time of the month, i nag a lot)

wedding is just such an exhaustion, but i still feel good about it. hoping and praying for the best things to happen. insyaAllah

demi kereta yang dibawa kehulu kehilir

burnt a hole in the pocket...for the sake of 3 more years of usage, aku leburkan juga la almost rm700 utk ganti tayar baru 4 ketul, n rear absorber yg dah leaking teruk. heh. mana la tak leaking, duk langgar lobang2 n jalan jauh non stop for this year. heh. dah sampai masa untuk ditukar sebenarnya, tapi mengenangkan banyak duit nak diguna untuk majlis tak lama lagi, tu yang agak berat hati nak keluarkan duit servis kereta. huhu. tapi nak balik raya ni kena la servis jugak kereta tu, kalau tak mau membebel lagi incik tunang. hihihihi

konon2 mcm dah sengkek mengkek, tapi ada hati jugak nak beli kasut baru yang tah bila nak dipakainya hanya kerana incik tunang dah kemaruk nak beli kasut baru. ok2, i accept your reason for doing so dear, cuma aku pun tak paham kenapa aku terpengaruh nak beli sama. nasib baik ada sale, kalau tak memang takde maknenya nak melayan nafsu bershopping itu. untuk orang yang jarang2 shopping di kedai2 mahal macam aku ni, it's quite intimidating sometimes to go to these so-called boutiques and actually shopped. huhu.

cant wait to go home. hope for a safe trip back to my hometown. and try to settle everything. i mean EVERYTHING. oh, btw...ada major alterations and ada juga perubahan yang dibuat at very last minute. harapnya berbaloi2.

guess that would be it for now.

life goes on~~~

yeah, thats absolutely right. when there is a time when u start to reminisce the good (or bad!!) old days, there's always a thing or two that would make u feel happy, delighted or even uneasy. when a friend of mine asked me whether do i have any regrets? i said: i'm done with regrets. yup, done with it. i cant simply whine and cry over every little things. i've had enough of everything. i try to learn to let go. life goes on. cant really put a stop to anything. just held your head high, and spread your shoulders wide. be strong enough to hold on tight to whatever decisions u've made for your own sake. that's what i do.

it's not because i still love you,
it's because i still know you.
so that, i care.


p.s: arep, ko jgn nak memandai ugut nak bocorkan rahsia aku eh...aku sabotaj ko nanti baru tau ;p. raya datang rumah tau...hehe, nak bagi kad, nanti boleh gosip2 gak :)