sometimes when we're blessed with so many good things in life, we tend to forget. forget about lots of thing. forget about the consequences, forget about the time given to savour the good moments, forget about the small matters that somehow seems not so important anyway, but it is.
suka tulis ayat belit-belit. heh.
lepas ni terpaksa tak rajin bukak fb, tah2 emel pun jarang2 bukak. distance plays a major reason untuk bergado kot lepas ni. harapnya kami banyak bersabar. most importantly, sacrificing many2 quality time together. together here means seeing each other. kalau setakat smses and calls tu memang being together gak but its not the same with having the presence in front of my own eyes.
that's the bad thing kalau dah selalu sangat dimanjakan untuk kerap kali berjumpa. i tend to be clingy. i can be very independent sebenarnya kalau tak diajar untuk jadi clingy. semua pun boleh buat sendiri. yakin boleh sentiasa. kemana-mana, buat apa-apa pun boleh saje. ni diri sebenar sebelum getting involve with any guy la. but being in a relationship with a guy yang suka spoil kan diri ni, buat aku rasa hopeless kadang2. nak buat apa-apa sekarang ni, semua nak dia yang teman. bukan tak boleh cari kawan perempuan ke pe, but i have the tendency nak menyusahkan tunang sendiri. hehe. but i'm not gonna put the blame on him sepenuhnya. i mean, that's what love is all about right. makes u crazy most of the times. being rational is something so weird to happen. usually in our case, being rational hanya menjurus ke arah perang mulut je. so, aku sangat la kagum pada perempuan2 yang mempunyai teman lelaki kesayangan jauh dari pandangan. they seems to be a lot stronger kot.
banyak lagi benda tak settle.
p.s .......
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