wise decision

not really sure whether it is wise, or plain dumb when both of us decided to take a risk by investing in something huge (involving big sum of money, of course). especially when we are not legally married yet, n when there is a possibility that it might not be materialized in the future. however, both of us are very determined person, with that kind of certainty implanted in our brain, and a risk-taker by nature, we both agreed to make a decision by ourself. heed for advise only after we made up our mind, others might feel that we are making a huge mistake by not asking for any 2nd opinion about this matter beforehand, but i do believe everything happens for a reason, and we should be prepared to make a decision by ourselves. soon, the decision is always between me and my partner. therefore, to make it less complicated for us and as both of us are pretty convinced with the proposal being shown to us, it is such a shame if we ever let it slipped. as for now, we feel that it is worth every ringgit spent. insyaAllah.

i've always told myself, being grown-ups is such a hassle. it is. different person sees it differently, and handle it differently as well, but as a person with full of doubts and a skeptic naturally, it is hard for me to make a decision, thats the reason for hating the fact that i'm growing up. hating it but still have to accept it.

but, with a little moral support from dearest partner for life, everything seem to be a lot easier. i know i'm not a wonder woman, i know i cant do it all, n i do know that i need someone to tell me and guide me. this is the part where i need Him and him, definitely.

we made a decision, we live by it.
we just have to make sure we are ready to face the consequences.
come what may.