5 more jumaats as a single lady

As posted by Nawal in her post, she also have another 5 more jumaats, but i believe her solemnization would be on friday too, therefore aku terlebih satu hari je dari dia before changing my status from Ms. to Mrs.

another 5 more jumaats as a single lady. time flies really fast these days as i sees it. it had been 10 days we the muslims, fasting. cepat sungguh. sebab masih rasa macam baru je puasa, sedar tak sedar dah 10 hari, another 20 more days we're done with the Ramadhan, here comes Syawal and suddenly here comes to the part where i'm no longer being single.

hopefully everything turns out to be a success. insyaAllah. dalam post Nawal, dia banyak mention pasal preparation nak menjalani kehidupan berumahtangga ni. useful infos. thanks to her sebab rajin juga nak post something like that. personally, never did i realize i'm left with 5 more jumaats before the solemnization. bila tengok ticker tinggal lagi 35 hari, rasa macam a bit lama compared to 5 jumaat yang tinggal. am i excited? of course i do, to be married to the one who adores me, and treated me accordingly. excited to be in a whole new phase, a married women. to have my own family, that is something huge. but at the same time, there's this huge hole that i can feel inside. anxious, frightened etc. macam tak sedia. tak ready lagi. Ya Allah, please help me to make things thing go away and help me to turns this coming event to be the one You blessed. Amin.

btw, really2 like this, also taken from Nawal's post

Seorang perempuan tua Arab ada menasihatkan anaknya pada hari perkahwinannya: “Oo my daughter! You are leaving the home in which you were brought up for a house unknown to you and to a companion unfamiliar to you. Be a floor to him, he will be a roof to you; be a soft seat to him, he will be a pillar for you; and be like a slave girl to him and he will be a slave boy to you.

Pembentukan keluarga yang bahagia, yang taat kepada perintah Nya , lahir dari pasangan suami isteri yang saling mencintai dan memahami, saling menghormati dan berpakat pakat. Yang harmonis. Yang sepadan jiwa dan iman.Yang sudah ditentukan sejak azali. Kamu berdua. Saling menyokong. Memberi kasih sayang , menopang dunia masing masing dan tidak pernah mengeji sesama kamu.

Ya Allah, peliharalah rumahtangga yang bakal kami bina. peliharalah hubungan suami isteri kami berdua. peliharalah hubungan sesama keluarga dan saudara. Ya Allah, berilah kami kekuatan. Amin.